when i had con dreams

Last night I woke up at 4 AM. I don’t know why. I was kinda freaked out. I was sleeping in the living room, cause my cousin is over this week and he was in my room. So I got up and made my cousin switch places with me. It still took me an hour to fall asleep after that, but at least I wasn’t freaked out anymore.

While I was waiting for sleep to come again I ended up going through my Eva artbooks looking for shots of Misato in her NERV uniform. Not many. Most of the what I found was in the Groundwork books. It helps a bit. We’re cutting that pattern out today.

After I finally fell asleep I had yet another dream where I got to the con and I realised I hadn’t finished my costumes. I was so horrified. I have these dreams all the time now, and the closer I get to the con the more I have them. It isn’t like me to have dreams like that, either. They freak me out. Normally it’s that I *forgot* my costumes altogether. And now I’m just sitting at the con wondering why I forgot them. Today it was that I hadn’t finished them, but that I’d brought them with me as they are right now – all Lulu was was a skirt. And I was at Katsucon. What’s up with that?